In Her Shadow

ERYSE ! THESE ARE ALL YOU !

2009-01-26T02:38:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH BYE !

balls.

2009-01-07T13:23:00.001+08:00

what the fck was i thinking. i should've seen it coming.
GET THE FCK OUT OF MY LIFE

all the boys and all the girls are begging to f-u-c-k me.

2008-12-22T03:25:00.002+08:00

Hello this is the only time im updating . And it's not me . It's MARIE ! Oh my gosh i looooove her :)

xoxo , gossipslut .

wo ai ni !

2008-09-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

MYLOVERYSEXYMAMA !
I miss you baaaabyyy , where youu ?

♥ , Marie .

And it was all okay,

2008-09-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Lets just say I had a great weekend :)

Friday

I had buka puasa with Syuhida, Syafiq, Riya and Riya's friend Diva at Mcd. Then we picked Citra up from school and headed to Cueball and met up with some other people.

After that Citra and i left for school where we met up with Liam and Shannon. Then we hung out in KL and met up with some other people from school. So much stuff happened but i'm too lazy to blog about it.

It was such a loooong night and we had so much fun!! Too bad i didn't take that many photos :( Sorry, i got lazy.

Saturday

I went shoe and make up shopping :D I really want the Mac foundation but it's really expensive :( Then later at night i went for buka puasa with my Nabilaaaiii in one utama. We both had duck for dinner in Delicious :D :D Nabihah had the duck curry with lychee and i had the duck confit thingie and we both shared fries. I had so much fun that night and catching up with Nabihah was niiiice :) I really miss the girls! :( :(

Sunday

I woke up reaaaaaally late today. Esti woke me up asking me if i wanted to go to Bijou Bazaar but it was already almost 2 and i had a lot of work to finish so we decided to just go next week. I spent the whole afternoon doing all the work i was suppose to finish by Saturday! :/ but whatever :)

EWWWWWWIIIEEEE!

2008-09-19T05:43:00.003+08:00

I just saw a CICAK in my room
:/

And it was NOT pretty!
Hehe, sorry for the randomness. I just finished eating for sahur and i'm bored :(

2008-09-15T13:17:00.001+08:00

Everything's so different now

:'(

Good morning upper east siders :)

2008-09-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Gossip Girl season 2 is out!
:D :D :D :D

fjkwbvwiubvw.

2008-09-14T18:15:00.005+08:00

Greetings :)

I just got back from raya shopping with my family :D It was really tiring! Probably cos of puasa and stuff. I wanted a plain baju kurung and a kebaya but i had such a hard time finding the right one. They were always either too big or too ugly! And the perfect ones are always too expensive :(

But i did get one in the end. It was this chiffon batik kurung thingie. And white and pinkkkk! So prettyyyy. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT! :D But as always, it was too big so i had to alter it so i didn't get to bring it home yet :(

Argh i have so much homework this weekend and i'm not even halfway done! babi :( I had Friday off so i thought i would have A LOT of time to finish everything but noooo. I went for buka puasa with Jini on Friday in Pavilion. After eating I went to look for a top to wear the next day cos i was gonna sleep at Jini's place.
I really needed to find a top under RM30 cos that was pretty much all i had that night! It was funny cos almost NOTHING was that price in Pavilion and we didn't have time to go anywhere else. So we ended up going to Padini. THANK GOD i found this spaghetti top which was like RM15! I'm so proud of myself :D
And thanks Jini for putting up with me that night!

So after Pavilion, we went to MCD in front of school and lepak there. Then we met Sydney, Claudia and Anne. They were gonna go hangout at Craven after eating at mcd so we joined them. Blablablaaa then Jini and i went back to jini's place. We were so tired so we straight away went to bed once we got back. It was a fckin loooooong night!

Mwah ;)

blaaah.

2008-09-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'm so tiiredddddd! :( :(
I have so much hw to finish this weekend and i neeeeeeed a break so badly!

I'll update more when i feel like it.
Btw, i'm FINALLY going raya shopping tmrw baby!
Mwahmwah :)

Hold up, wait a minute.

2008-09-07T16:40:00.019+08:00

CRAAAAAAAP!

It's been really loooooooong hasn't it?
Sorry sorryy. So much happened and i didn't really feel like blogging. But i'm back i'm back! :D And here's what i've been up to for the past month.

SCHOOL.

It's really annoying at first cos ever since school started, i felt like my social life is almost completely over. But it was probably cos i wasn't used to it yet and i was still in the holiday mood. 10th grade isn't as easy as i thought it would be. Maths isn't making sense at all right now, photo isn't as easy as i thought and the rest are just plain boring. But whatever, all this work is keeping myself busy so i don't actually waste time thinking about other shit. And now i have to stay back after school until 6 every single day for musical and volleyball. Then when i get back, i eat, i do my hw and i sleep. That's pretty much what my weekdays are like now :/
CRAP I HAVE NO LIFE! :(

Take.Me @ Capzoo-ed, 9th Aug 2008

I was suppose to go out with Jini and Cit that day but i ended up going to Capsquare to help Esti with her booth. The day started out pretty early but i was surprisingly okay with that. There were a lot of other vendors selling both secondhand and new stuff. After setting up the booth in the morning, i went around looking at what the others had to sell and i was really hoping to find NOTHING nice to buy but i guess i failed this time. I ended up spending the money which i was suppose to save for some other crap. But whatever, i haven't shopped in ages! :D

One of our happy customers :) Esti at work Esti at work again Esti and Nor at work

For those of you who are interested in Esti's cool stuff, do visit Take.Me

Have fun!

Pesta Malam Indonesia, 16th Aug 2008

It took me a really long time to decide if i should go to this concert. But i eventually did and it was a last minute thing! I bought the tickets the day before! I wanted to go cos Citra was going but i also didn't wanna go cos i was just not in the mood for concerts. Kak Sri and Esti wanted to go so in the end i bought the tickets anyway. It wasn't so bad la. There were bands like Sheila on 7, Samsons, Peterpan, Ungu and some other bands. The whole thing ended at like 12am. After the concert we realised that we didn't actually have dinner! I had like a lot of cold fruits instead. So then we went to Hartamas to get some kuey teow and lala :D :D Then when i got home i started having the big tummy ache which i always have when i don't eat at the right time :( It wasn't very nice. Thank god there was no school the next day!

Sheila on 7 Citra and her friend Peterpan dude :)

Tjse's birthday dinner, 18th Aug 2008

Tjse had her birthday dinner at her place on Monday, which was the first day of their August holiday and it was my 3rd week of school :( CRAP! But it was really nice to see them again. I was the last to come even though i live like a few houses away from her! HAHA. There was still quite a lot of food when i came. It was a potluck party and i brought a bottle of Coke! Hehe, i didn't have time to buy anything kaaay! Oh and i ate mee kung fu which Nabilai brought from Muhibbah. SO GOOD, SO GOOOD. And someone brought this japanese food called somethingsomething maki which was basically just salmon, mayo and the sushi rice. It was really good but the mayo kinda made me sick :/ After dinner, we played with Tjse's kittens! OMG THEY'RE SO ADORABLE! Then we spent the rest of the night camwhoring and gossiping, AS USUAL!
Gaaaah i miss them, i miss kdu :'(
I MISS FORM 3!!!

The birthday girl :)

Surprise birthday party for Ben, Tjse and Yenn, 23rd Aug 2008

Okay this was like the best weekend in August. Leenna and Aunty Doreen planned a surprise party for Ben, Tjse and Yenn cos they were the August babies and so we all helped out. On saturday afternoon Leenna and i went to Aunty Doreen's retreat home in Sunway SPK Damansara where we had the surprise thing. Aunty Doreen did an amazing job in decorating the house. It feels like you're in a totally different country once you get inside. SO COOL! So once we got there Leenna and i started putting up the streamers and icing the cupcakes while waiting for the rest of the girls to come. Then Naa and Nabihah came and brought balloons. It was so funny cos Nabihah bought the balloons which had Minnie Mouse on them. HAHA. We weren't actually done with the cupcakes so Nabihah and Naa sort of helped too. Nabihah said the Vanilla icing smelled like fart! wtf? But it was surprisingly TRUE! HAHAHAHA. Then we waited, watched a bunch of hot topless guys diving for the olympics, then got ready and waited for Marie and the birthday girls to come.
Then at about 7pm,

SURPRIIIIIIISEEEEE!!!!

They looked really happy and i was so tempted to cry but i managed to hold it in, hehe. So then it was dinnertime and we had japanese food which Aunty Doreen bought for us. Then after dinner, we did a little bit of camwhoring and then we DANCED! Trina had to leave and she wasnt sleeping over so we did more camwhoring after that :D And at night after changing into our nighties we watched Sex and the City :D :D :D 10 THUMBS UP FOR THE DAMN MOVIE! We spent the rest of the night watching Just Friends while eating ice cream, playing taboo and tarot cards!

There was once where i had to get Nabihah to say the word VAMPIRE. So with a vampire-ish accent, i started saying the line "I VANT TO SUCK YOUR... ", which she was suppose to complete by saying BLOOD. But instead, she said DICK! So i repeated the line hoping she would finally say blood but this time, she said BALLS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. It was hilarioussss! Nabihah, nabihahh...
After that, Nabihah and i started getting curious about the tarot cards. HAHA! So we started playing with it but it got reaalllyyyy confusing so we gave up. I think Nabihah and i were the first ones to sleep :D The rest of the girls stayed up until about 6 or 7. They actually went to the park and ordered MCD! :(

And in the afternoon we went out for brunch at this restaurant in Waterfront. We only showered when we got back :D:D:D There were 2 bathrooms and 8 girls soooo.. YEAH! :) They all went to curve after that. I couldn't go cos i had my cousin's engagement thing :(

The dinner table

SURPRIIIIISE!

Aww, benta! :)

MAWWWIIIEE!

Hungry people

More hungry people

MORE hungry people

My little dick/balls sucker!

Yenn's just happy that she's wearing make up!

Our driver :D

Elshiii

Marie's artwork

Marie's artwork #2

This was self-timer kaaay! HAHAHAHA.

The perfect one :)

Oh btw, something VERRRRYYY FUNNY happened on saturday when we were waiting for the girls. Go read Leenna's blog :) Knock yourselves out!

"Night out" with Jini and Cit, 28th Aug 2008

I barely get to go out and spend time with Jini and Cit cos they live all the way in Ampang. So that night we decided to have a sleepover in Citra's house since her parent's weren't around. I didn't bring my stuff to school so we took the LRT from Kampung Baru to Kelana Jaya and took a cab back to my place from there. It was so funny when we were buying the tickets from the machine. We felt like such bimbos! HAHAHAHA. We got ready at my house and got Syafiq to send us back to Citra's place. We were suppose to go OUT somewhere, but Nabil didn't get the car so we stayed home and hung out at the swimming pool for a while.

Nabil just likes to have fun in the kitchen :)

Re-living the Singfest Moments :)

2008-08-10T15:41:00.016+08:00

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS!
Heh, sorry. Been really really caught up with school :/
KNOCK YOURSELVES OUT BETCHES!

OMG IT'S JASON MRAZ!

Pussycat Dolls :)

OneRepublic :)

Hottie #3

Hottie #2

Hottie #1

Raffles City Plaza or whatever you call it

Stacie Orrico!

The REALLY fast turner thingie.

Vivo city :D

MRT!!

Simple Plan :)

Melee

Losprophets or something? Fck, i forgot :/

Check me out, yo :)
The shades that eventually got stepped on.
MADERCHIBS!

Psycho 'Dearest' guitarist

Ariel's TUTU! Heh :)

THE BUS

OMG ALICIA KEYS! :)

OMG IT'S JASON MRAZ!

Sexy guys taking their tops off.
YUMMY!

Rick Astley :)

Singfest baby :)

The crowd

Schooooool,

2008-08-06T20:01:00.005+08:00

Today was the first day of school, FINALLY! ;)
It's been too longg. It was really nice seeing everyone again after TWO WHOLE MONTHS. When i got to school, I was nervous cos i didn't know where to go. Everyone was everywhere and it was like my first day in ISKL all over again! Until finally Rachal and Laurel came to me and were like ERYYYYYSEEEE! Then i got excited! :D After that i went to get my schedule at the pac shack area and that's when i saw Jini and Cit! I got all the classes i waaaant! :D
So now i'm taking Photography :D:D:D:D
I guess i got nice teachers this time too. I have this guy named Moorhead for world studies :) HAHAHAHAHA. sorry :/

Then tonight i went to Star enterprise to get my some notebooks and files and pens and shit. So Esti had to drive me there. After getting the stuff we walked back to the car and suddenly

Esti/Eryse

Alaaaa bee! Tengook! Taik burunggg!
(shows her wallet with the bird shit on it)
OMG EWWWW! Damn you're unlucky!
Alaaa bee this is all your fault!
Asal pulak?! Why me?
COS KALAU TAK DATANG SINI BURUNG TAK BERAK ON ME!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH. She cracks me up all the time. Especially when she's angry.
SOTONG GILA KAAY! :D

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY INGGA!
Can't believe i won't be seeing you in school anymore :(
You're in college!

AND SYUHIDA!
I miss hanging out and being stranded with youuu!
HAHAHAH

Singfest :)

2008-08-05T16:32:00.002+08:00

Okay okay.
Seriously, i don't know where the hell to even begin to tell you how much fun I had at SINGFEST!
It was just like OH MY GOD NO WAAAYY!
Even Sunburst wasn't that much fun. Sorry, no offence.
And to those who HAVE NO CLUE as to what Singfest is, I suggest you stop reading cos
where the hell have you been man?!

Anywaaaay,
I'll start with the beginning of the whole trip.

Friday

I went out with Azim to KLCC. Haha okay i know that's not part of the trip but i had fun :) We ended up going to Petrosains and it was surprisingly fun. It wasn't so educational cos we made fun of every damn thing in it. HAHA. The helicopter ride was cool, but i thought it was much cooler when i was young. SOMEONE told me that he pissed in his pants when he went on it before. HAHAHAHAHAH. Sorry man :)
Then there was this section where you can build lego cars and race them. Azim was TRYING to show off his skills, which he obviously didn't have! He made this lame looking car which had only 2 wheels. WTF?! Hahaahahahaha.
And i made this small 4 wheeled car, which totally made more sense! I think we wasted like half and hour making the damn lego car.
The stupid thing was that Azim was SO SO SO confident that he was gonna win the race.
Well, he obviously didn't!
His car like stopped halfway. It didn't even get to finish the race.
LOSER LOSER LOSER!
HAHAHAHAHAHA! YOU OWE ME ICE CREAM!
So yeah, so much funny stuff happened but i'm too lazy to explain but it was SO MUCH FUN.
Thanks Azim and stop thinking you're a zombie :)

Then I went home and took my bags and there I was, OFF TO SINGAPORE! Marie and I took the bus from Mont Kiara. We were so jakun with the TV! I was so excited, i didn't even sleep the whole journey. I watched Underdog and Goal 2. Omg, the football players were amazingly sexy! I was pretty much drooling throughout the whole movie.
YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY! :D :D

We were then dropped off at Copthorne Orchid Hotel where Marie's uncle and aunt came to fetch us and brought us to makan. I had Nasi Goreng Seafood, which was like urrrghh cos there were so much onions!! :( :( :( After dinner they sent us to Marie's cousin's apartment. Marie's cousin had like 3 kids who were SO ADORABLE! They had 2 little boys named Asaph and Cyrus who were like the cutest little things on earth! I was like in love with Asaph cos he looks like Tan and he's just so adorable!!!

Saturday

We woke up reaaallyyyy late cos everytime one of us woke up, the other one would be sleeping. When Marie woke up, i was still sleeping so she continued sleeping and when i woke up, Marie was still sleeping so i continued sleeping. HAHAHAH. That happened until about 11 i think when Marie's cousin FINALLY woke us up :D :D
After we got ready they dropped us off at Plaza Singapura where we bought sunnies and had KFC for brunch. Then we were off to the FORT CANNING PARK! :D
The place was huge but it wasn't difficult finding the place. They had 2 stages, one where they had all the local bands to perform, and the other one was the main stage where all the sexy people performed :D I kesian the first stage though, they only had like one or two lines of people watching them. SO SAD :(
But overall, all the bands were good. There were Dearest, Crowned King, Melee, New Found Glory, Melanie Subono, Lostprophets, Simple Plan, Travis and i think i left out a few others which i malas to remember :) My favourite performances were by Melee and Simple Plan :D

Then at night, we were playing with Ariel's TUTU!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i could actually fit into a 9 year old's tutu! :D:D

Sunday

Took a cab to Vivo City in the morning. We had a nice and friendly cab driver :) Very rare in Malaysia okay! Then we took photos in Vivo City and had mamak for lunch! Haha. OMG k this is the best part. We took the MRT!!!! HAHA. So jakunnn. It was really fun :)
We met up with Nabihah and Naa at Raffles City shopping centre thingie and there were actually these guys following them. It was so scaryy! But we managed to get rid of the GUY IN THE RED AND WHITE STRIPED SHIRT!
After all that running away, we had lunch and took the MRT AGAIN to Dhoby Ghaut station. DAMN I LOVE SAYING THAAAT!
DHOBY GHAUT
DHOBY GHAUT
DHOBY GHAUT
DHOBY GHAUT
DHOBY GHAUT!
say it with meee!
DHOBY GHAUT! :)

Then we walked up to FORT CANNING PAAAARK! And again, they had 2 stages. We waited outside for a bloody shit long time before we went in to the area where the main stage was. Dah la ramai orang, PANAS pulaak tu. Yeeeesh. But all that waiting was fckin WORTH IT MAN! Stacie Orrico was the first to perform. And she was reallyy good. Imma buy her cd :D :D After that it was Jamie Scott, and that's when something NOT VERY NICE happened to me :'(
After Jamie Scott it was ONE REPUBLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG the vocalist guy was soooooooo sexyyy! :D :D
I LOVE HIM I LOVE THEM!
Then it was PANIC AT THE DISCO!
There were hot guys then :) The vocalist was hot, the guitarist was hot. And after a while there was this other random guitarist who was the HOTTEST OF THEM ALL! They were all like sweaty and yummy :) :) I LIIIIKE!
Oh and that was when this OTHER bad thing happened to me :'(
There was something wrong with the zoom of my camera so I was meddling with it to fix the zoom la. Then press here, press there and POOOF!
EVERYTHING WAS GOONNNEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GONE GONE GONEE!!
ALL MY 500 PICTURES FROM FRIDAY, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY WERE GONNNEEEE!
Just like that.
:'( :'( :'(

It was like a dream i tell you. I was so speechless, I didn't know whether or not to cry cos i was like at the best concert with the people i love the most. But i could say i was REALLY patient then, seriously! ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
But whatever la, that didn't stop me from having more fun than i was already having!
So after that, I took more pictures to compensate what i already lost :(
But still, TAK PUAS HATIIII!
Anyway, after Panic it waaaaaaaaas
drumroll pleease :)

JASON MRAAAAAZZ!
He was breathtaking la, very sexy on stage. It was very entertaining :)
Then,
Levis fashion show was on. They had some really yummy models up there!
Rick Astley was up next. At first we were like, alaaa Rick Astley lets just go get food. But to my surprise, the old man was very entertaining. SO CUTE! He was good laa. I could tell everyone enjoyed his performance.
After him, it was PUSSSSYCAT DOLLS! :) :) :)
HELL YEAH THEY WERE HOT!
But it was really annoying how i couldn't see anything. It was so crowded and there were selfish tall people standing right in front of me. The girls were really sexy though, as usual :)

Then finally,
it was time for ALICIA KEYS to perform :D
We waited SOOOO LONG for her to come out. But again, it was worth it.
Her performance was definitely superb la. No doubt. But the sad thing was that i was already bloody exhausted and my legs were seriously killing me! And she just HAD to take a long time performing the songs i DON'T KNOW! So i just sat in the middle of the crowd waiting for her to sing something i actually know! HAHA
But she was awesome laa, it was like she OWNED the concert man!
DAMN I LOVE HER :D
So that was Singfest,
THE BEST CONCERT OF ALL TIME.
to me at least :)
When we walked out of Fort Canning Park we started making up lyrics to that "That's not my name" song. HAHAHA
THEY'RE REALLY FUNNY.
You just have to be there and listen to us singing it.

Here goes....

1st song
My name is Bala
I am an Indian
I have a white patch
on my head
That's not my name..
That's not my name..

2nd song
My name is Segar
I'm not so segar
I am quite smelly
All of the day
That's not my name..
That's not my name..

And the last one,
My name KONDOMAH.
HAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

Okay too much laughing i'll stop here :)
I'll put the pics up in the next post kay?
I HAVE SCHOOL TMRW :(

/goodnight babies

AAAAAAAH!

2008-08-01T08:36:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited i'm so excited i'm so excitedddd!

I'm gonna go to singapore today with Marie. And we're going by BUS! hahaha. so jakunn. I've never actually gone somewhere far by bus so yeahh :D This better be good! And I can't waaaait for singfest! :D :D Nabihah and Naa are going there by bus too but they're leaving tmrw morning. So yeaaah.

I'll be gone until Monday :)

uh-huh yeah.

2008-08-01T00:44:00.001+08:00

SINGFEST

SINGFEST

SINGFEST

SINGFEST

SINGFEST

HERE I COMEEEEEEE! :D

Something like that.

2008-07-28T23:29:00.005+08:00

There's nothing like hearing those three words being said to you by the person you adore the most.
I'm writing this post as I watch her sleep so soundly on my bed beside me with her Tigger. There's seriously nothing more peaceful than this.

I spent almost the whole day with my niece Arina today. As her parents are busy shopping and having fun in Bangkok, I'm here busy spending this wonderful time I should've been spending with Arina for the last 3 years and 7 months. Oh, she turns exactly 3 years and 7 months today :) And i'm more than glad to be the one who spent almost every moment with her today. She's an amazing little girl and I can't believe I wasted the past few years not realizing how much of a lovely doll she can be. It's such a shame that I didn't really get to watch her grow up after they moved out.

Anyway, today was really fun, even the part where i had to wake up very early to watch Arina go to school. She was so adorable cos she kept smiling all the way when she walked to her tadika which was like right opposite her house. Best gila! Then i waited for her at her house until about 12pm. She was really excited to see me after school! SO CUTE! I layan-ed her for a bit then i told her i wanted to go take a shower. And you know what? She followed me to the bathroom and she insisted on teman-ing me inside! She wanted to see me shower.. HAHA after a while i managed to convince her to stay out but the funny thing was she actually waited right outside the door and kept shouting TIBI DAH HABIS MANDI KE? DAH KE? DAH KE? for like a billion times!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Then blablablaa, and Esti came from work and brought us to my place.

And omg, you don't know how many times she randomly told me she loves me today! That totally made my day! :) :) :)

I love my little girl :)

eh?

2008-07-25T11:23:00.003+08:00

Okay okay i'll update.

Last saturday i went swimming kat klgcc with my little girl! She was really excited to go swimming but when we were there she kept getting scared to get inside the pool. Masuk sikit je, TAK NAAK! ARINA NAK MUMMY! So cuuuutee. She still needs to get used to it i guess. This is why i wanna drive so muchhh! I wanna bring her swimming EVERYDAY! :)

She got so excited over my camera and she tried writing her name. But all she got was ARI cos she told me she didn't know how to write N. HAHA so cute.

2008-07-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.

I've never felt this way before

:)

eeyerrr.

2008-07-24T02:32:00.002+08:00

I just got back from Penang.
MY ROOM SMELLS LIKE CAT POO AND I AM NOT HAPPY!

STUPID MOTHERCIBAI! WHO THE FCK OPENED MY DOOR AND LET CIPOT IN!
Pantat pukimaaaaaak!

Say what you need to say :)

2008-07-18T15:00:00.004+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

School's starting in Aug 6!
And i still haven't finished my summer reading :/
STUPID STUPID STUPID CATCHER IN THE RYE
But there's always Sparknotes :)

A part of me can't wait for school to start but the other part just needs more time. I realized that this break was actually good for me. I actually got to spend some REAL alone time to figure out what i actually want in life. Urgh i know, life talk (eww?) but just bear with me. Sekejap je kay? Anyway, i really appreciate life as it is. I mean sure, i did have problems that were totally bringing me down to the extent where i really wanted to grab that knife and just kill myself with it. I was in that "no one understands me" stage. I mean seriously, no one has any idea how a complete mess i was at that point, but i went through it anyway. I really thought that there was no fckin way i was gonna go through that whole shit, seeing how i cried every night feeling useless and lonely, but i was wrong. I have amazing friends, a wonderful family with a bitchin' cat, a lot of food in the house and everything else a short 16-year-old girl could ever want.
So seriously people,
WHAT MORE COULD I EVER ASK FOR RIGHT?!
And yeah, i really wanna thank my friends and family for putting up with me this whole time.

But honestly honestly la kan, I can't wait to get married and have my own set of little Eryses :)

wheee!

2008-07-18T14:57:00.003+08:00

i cut my hair!
i cut my hair!
i cut my hair!
i cut my hair!
i cut my hair!

Hehe, sorry.

I was really excited okay! I cut it yesterday then i went for a movie with Sheikh, Acap and Faizal Tahir. Oh i coloured it too cos i was sick of my hair being half black and half brown. It's darker this time though.

Anyway, I woke up rather early this morning cos SOMEBODY woke me up :(
But i wasn't all grumpy cos my hair was really soft and it had the nice shampoo smell :D I was suppose to go play golf with mama in the morning but I guess we were both pretty exhausted. Oh btw, mama got a haircut too. And it was really unfair cos she got the really cute guy to do it for her. It was really cute, though. They were like the best of friends! The guy kept saying that he's gonna make my mom look young and bla shit bla shit. So obviously, my mom loved him and now she has BANGS!
So, yeaah.

ALL I NEEEEED

2008-07-17T00:41:00.003+08:00

is a new haircut!
but mama's always busy :(

Anyway,
I was suppose to go out with Ingga and Cit today. But Ingga finished class at like 3pm and i had family dinner, so yeah. AND i was suppose to get that new haircut i've been wanting since like EVER, but mama had to cook. BOOOORRRIIIINNGGGG!

So instead of getting the haircut, i wasted a lot of time looking at those online boutiques today. But i managed to get myself a pair of gladiator sandals, FINALLY! :) Credits to my sister Nor for that, btw.

Then at night Nor and little Arina came for dinner. Arina came in this really fancy dress, which was apparently meant for Hari Raya. But Arina really wanted to wear it and she gets what she wants almost ALL THE TIME, so yeaah. Not that it's a bad thing though! :)

After dinner i went lepak kat Rasta with Sheikh, Acap and Faizal Tahir.
Lepak, lepak, lepak.
Talk, talk, talk.
Then balik :)

OMG SCHOOL STARTS IN LIKE 3 WEEKS!
bloody hell.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

/goodnight babies

damnnyouu.

2008-07-16T14:45:00.003+08:00

I seriously can't wait to earn my own money.

All these online boutiques are driving me crazyyyyyy!
:(

btw, i still want gladiator sandals :)

Here i go again.

2008-07-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

I WANT GLADIATOR SANDALS

:(

Save the cheerleader, save the world.

2008-07-14T23:12:00.016+08:00

Cheer 2008 is finally over, betches!

Losing my voice and getting muscle aches aren't exactly fun, but they sure are worth it. Cheer 08 this year was a lot of fun. It was nice to meet old friends, friends from the internet who i've never met in person before, and new people as well. As usual, everything about the cheer competition was awesome. The teams' performances, the emcees, the judges, the crowd, EVERYTHING! All the teams did a great job in impressing both the judges and the audience. I'm so proud of them :)

OMG and Stunners all-girls and all-boys did so well this year. I was tearing so much when i watched them perform, wishing i was there on that mat too performing the best routine ever with them :'( I may not be in Sri KDU anymore, but i'm still a Stunners cheerleader at heart :)
I love you Stunners!

But it's okay, performing with Charm was a great experience, seriously! It was really scary when people came up to me and asked, YOU'RE IN CHARM?! I was sooooo nervous at first. But everything went by so fast. I miss the team already :(

RESULTSRESULTSRESULTS

Champions
SHIRTLIFF

1st Runner-up
DYNAMITEZ

2nd Runner-up
STUNNERS ALL-BOYS!

Wait let me repeat that,

2ND RUNNER-UP
STUNNERS ALL-BOYS!

:D

YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY!

I couldn't stop screaming when i heard Stunners all-boys being called out!
So yeaaaah.
PHOTOS!

Stunners All-boys

Aniss and Mag!

Stunners All-girls

Heh :)

Stephieeee :)
Check out what's written on the t-shirt yo!

Shermund

Chiiiii Yennnn! :)
sorry, he's MY little boy.

Oh and after cheer on Sunday, I went for dinner at Sakae Sushi with Nabihah and Benita. Ben left earlier though. She had time for only ONE plate of sushi! Nabihah had chicken teriyaki and that unagi sushi thing. I had sushi, beef teppanyaki, garlic fried rice with ice lemon tea. Oh and we both had that chewy moshi thing.
SO GOOD, SO GOOOOD :)

Yours truly,
The cheerleader :)

PEOPLE.

2008-07-14T22:30:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Aboy!
And yes, you're the best brother :)

Happy Birthday Lynnnnn!

Happy Birthday Cecilia!

And yesterday,

Happy Birthday Lisa and Acap! :)

They stun. They strike.

2008-07-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

They're gonna beat the WHOOPS out of you.

I love you,

Stunners :)

2008-07-12T01:07:00.001+08:00

Who are you?
Who have you become?

It feels like i don't know you anymore.
:/

Hello.

2008-07-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

Love you Chong-a-roo !

Can't wait to see you perform you sexy little charm jr performer you !

Crap-ola.

2008-07-11T23:06:00.005+08:00

Who're you gonna call?
GHOSTBUSTERS!

Damn, it's been long since i last heard that song.
Anyway, nothing much happened today except that i had cheer practice.
blehhh,

I'm drinking hot milo and watching Jeff Dunham.
There's nothing like it :)

oh btw betches,
Tmrw's CHEER 2008.

/goodnight babies

Get jiggy with it.

2008-07-10T23:53:00.004+08:00

I laughed so much today :)

I needed it anyway. Went to Wan's house this afternoon. Wan's my grandma btw :) I haven't seen her in a while. And my little cousin Emery was there too. He was hiding when we came in though but after shouting for him for God knows how long, he finally came out in his RED singlet and RED underwear with a big mischievous smile on his face :D

Emery's grown so much and he's so handsome now :) I tried making him speak Bahasa but he was shy. Heh, so adorableee. I had my nasi ayam there with him and then i was forced to watch cartoons. Not that i don't enjoy some once in a while :P

After Wan's house, i was off to Marie's place. She FINALLY found out the password for her wireless connection thingie! :D We watched Russell Peters a lot on Youtube. Oh and Jeff Dunham too!
Oh my god, they're really good at cheering you up :)

Speaking of cheering, I had cheer practice today. K fine, they're not exactly the same thing but whatever! :P Today's practice was good, but rather umm painful for me. My feet kena too much impact so they really hurt. Oh and the American people came to watch us practice today. It was fckin scaryyyy! I was so nervous, i yawned so much. Hehe, i have this thing where i get sleepy when i'm nervous.
WTH RIGHT?!

/goodnight babies
:)

OH. MY. SHIT.

2008-07-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

BE THERE :)

Assassination gone wrong

2008-07-09T17:40:00.006+08:00

Went out with Ingga, Syafiq and Syuhida I on Monday. Citra was suppose to come with us but she had to be somewhere. So yeah. The guys picked me up before heading to Pavilion. Ingga didn't take any wrong turn this time, THANK GOD!

We wanted to watch Hancock but the movie already started and i had to be back by 7 cos of cheer practice. So we ended up watching Wanted :)
It was such a good movie! I had a lot of "tutup telinga!" moments cos there was so much killing going around :/ and as usual, there was a lot of blood too.

The movie ended exactly at 7 so i was like YAY! i can get to cheer practice on time. But what the hell was i thinking?! Traffic jam gila babi okaaay! :( Dah la Ingga wanted to stop by Citra's place to get some stuff.

So when we got there, Ingga parked the car kat tepi jap while waiting for Citra. She came out in her baju tidur and these really funny bedroom slippers. It was so funny cos we couldn't recognize her! Oh and she cut her haaaiiir! And and straightened it too. Reaallyy pretty :) She looks waaay older than me now :/

After Ingga got his stuff and i got my fruitea, Citra went back in and Ingga turned on the engine.
THAT'S WHEN I PANICKED.
Cos it couldn't staaaaaaart :( The car was rosak and that was like 8pm already!
The guys tried everything to get the car started but tak boleh jugak. They kept trying until about 9. Then we went in Citra's place and played Monopoly outside her door while waiting for Ingga's parents to come. I didn't get to go to cheer practice :( I felt soooo bad cos Cheer 08 is this weekend!
But what to do?

At about 10.30 I ended up getting a cab back to Taman Tun with Syafiq. Nasib baik he lives in DU! We were dropped off at Rasta where I met Sheikh, Acap and Faizal Tahir :) I lepak-ed with them kat sana until about 1am i think.
I had fun :)

So that was my Monday. It was such a loooong day but I still had fun ;)

A night at the treehouse with the ones you love :)

2008-07-08T01:32:00.016+08:00

Hello?

I'll talk about satot's party :) I had such a great time, seriously! Thanks again, Elisa. I came late though. But still, that didn't stop me from having fun. It was so nice to see the kdu people again. And some hartamas people and some other people. But i didn't have time to take photos with everyone :(
Lisa looked gorgeous that night btw, with her dress, her hair and everything! :D

So yeah,
PHOTOS!

Wui Yang doing his thing at the dance floor

Nabilai and Nalinggus

Wui yaaaaang!

Sheikh, Putri, Acap and Lisa

Sorry, Ben gets really shy sometimes :) HAHA LOSERRR!

This one also sama ;)

A little bit of Nabihah (heh, sorry babe), Marie and Raja

Nabilai, Kitty and Keelin!

SARAH OH SARAH!

Sheikh :)

Demie, Nabihah and a little bit of Nalinggus

Demie, Nalinggus and a little bit of Nabilai.

Birthday girl and the boyfriend

Ben and Jeannie :)

Sheikh again! My dance partner for the night :)

nice marie nice

Naa, Yen being blocked by Naa and Elshiiii

The girls :)

Demehh!

The girls again

My babehhh.

Ah girl! SHOPPING AH?

2008-07-04T00:13:00.004+08:00

Yes, I went shopping today :)
It's been really long since i last shopped, so yeaaah.
Felt so goooood, felt so riiight!
Speaking of shopping, i've always wanted to go shopping in Melbourne. Esti said she seriously went crazy shopping there. Best gila :( I need nicer shoes, nicer handbags, nicer dresses, nicer everything! I'm sorry but i'm so sick of my clothes now. Some je laa :P I feel like selling some of them off and buy new stuff.

Bangkok is a really nice place to shop at too. And and Najjini's there! She really wants me to go there and shop with her this summer but it's kinda too late to plan the whole trip. And i wanna save money for Melbourne :P
Sorry Jini! We'll shop here when you come back k baby?

Oh and OMG you know i was looking through my photos and
LOOK WHAT I FOUND!

MY LITTLE GIRL!
Lola Disco
But we call her Cipot.
Okay i just realised how lame her name is but whatever!
And she looks dead here but she's not okay.

So yeaaah.
Goodnight :)

Chongaroo

2008-07-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MARIE!

I really wish i could be in school to celebrate with you :(
But it's alright, we'll have a kickass celebration soon otay?
I LOVE YOU BABY.

I'm yours

2008-07-02T00:53:00.001+08:00

I WOKE UP SO LATE TODAY!
I slept in my room last night and it was really nice cos it was raining and all..
until my aircon started leaking. MACAM TAIK!
So then I switched it off la. But tak sampai 5 mins it got reallyyy hot. I tried ignoring it but then something else came into my mind. It was like 4am, i was alone and my room was really quiet and DARK so i started imagining things like i always do. Heh :)
Then i went to esti's room and slept there pulak :D

I woke up at like 1.30pm this morning and had eggs, baked beans and toast for "breakfast" and watched Spongebob. Heeeeee :D
Then after makan, Syafiq called to ajak keluar. Ingga just got back from INDO!
The guys picked me up at like 4.30pm. Ingga, Syafiq, Rudy, Naquie and Syuhida were in the car. And OMG ingga had a haircut! HAHAHAHAHAHA. But it's pretty :)

We took a really long time to get to Pavilion cos SOMEBODY kept taking the wrong turn. So pandai la Ingga :) Then we met up with Farhana, her cousin, Ayihim and his friend. We were gonna watch WANTED but INGGA watched it already so he didn't wanna watch it again. STUPID SHIT! Then we ended up watching this lame zombie movie called Doomsday. Ergh, it wasn't very nice. It was really lame cos they didn't show much of the zombies but still, there were a few gory parts la. The guys kept complaining how stupid it was and how it was like 20 movies in 1. I dunno how la but it was funny!

We drove to this mamak restaurant after the movie. It was cool how Syafiq, Ingga, Rudy, Naquie, Farhana, her cousin and i could actually fit ourselves into Ingga's Myvi. But Naquie had to sit in the car boot! Haha it was so funny cos a lot of people were staring at him on the road and Ingga just HAD to park right in front of the restaurant where people could see Naquie get off :P
HAHA, so yeaaah.
I'll end this post with some photos k?

Ingga and his new haircut, me and Syafiq!

Rudy sesat at the back ;)

Naquie and his really lame camwhore skills.

SO YEAHH.

goodnight babies :)

Can i get a what whaaat!

2008-07-01T17:09:00.001+08:00

Met up with Berlinieeee last Friday with Nabihah at this pretty pretty restaurant called Bora Asmara. It's really random how it's located in Sungai Penchala, but whatever :) The place was sooo pretty. It had this Balinese concept and the place was somehow umm dark? Haha. I guess that kinda set the romantic mood ;) It would be really nice to have a romantic candlelight dinner there. I'll have it someday :)

I actually wanted to have my sweet sixteen there. It was actually either Bora Asmara or Jeumpa D'Ramo, but I ended up not having a party so it doesn't matter now :D But anyway, the food there was not as bad as i thought. I wanted lamb leg at first but they were out of it. SUCKERS! So i had sirloin steak with hot chocolate. Nabihah had this really pedas Tom Yam noodles which she complained so much about. and she had monkey mocha with it too. She was malu to say the full name of the drink when she ordered it so she just pointed at it on the menu. But I actually thought she couldn't say it so I "helped" her say it. Then suddenly she was like HAHAHA YOU SAID MONKEY MOCHA!

Nabihah, nabihah....

Oh! and we also got this free strawberry dessert from these people who were sitting at the table beside us. It was actually free for them but they didn't want it so they gave it to us to ENJOY. Then Nabihah and i looked at each other and said, is this poisonous? Give it to Berlin when she comes!
haha we're so mean. We love you Berlinie. But I ended up finishing it anyway. It was already gonna melt and i didn't wanna waste it! :)

And then Berlinie came.

It was so nice to see her again! :) She ordered this thing called SEXY BASIL BEEF. It was really funny when the waiter said it with his bangla accent ;)
SO YEAH!
we talked and talked and talked.
and of course, photos! but there are more from Berlinie's camera.

And that was Friday.

The next day,

went to Akarkarya for dance audition with the girls. Nabihah, Benita, Audrey, Leenna and Marie. It went pretty well except for the music. I WAS STUPID enough to LEAVE the bloody cable at home. Dah la battery low cam babi :/ pantat gila. So we ended up playing the song from Nabihah's phone for practice, then for the real audition we used my laptop. But we did it anyway :) We only showed them the first three songs though. I'm still working on the last 2 songs :D
ALMOST DONE OKAAAAY!

And after we were done showing them the dance, there was only one thing left to do.
CAMWHORE!
enjoy :)

there are more in Leenna's blog btw.

blaaaah.

2008-07-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

A teeny bit more photos from Hong Kong and China :)

do you see what i see? ;)

We didn't have time to take photos with the rest of the Disney characters but this was good enough i guess. And OMG Goofy was really horny when I met him. He kept touching me! My hair la, my chin la. And he gave me a kiss, aww. But still, EWW?

They even had this?!

Okay, that's it.

Ching Chong Mei Yaaaah!

2008-06-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

ISH, okay i'm gonna start blogging now.

I haven't been blogging simply cos i've been lazy la okay? :) This is why i took a looong time to decide whether or not to start a blog :/

Anywayy, i went to HONG KONG and CHINA last week. It was okaaay la. It wasn't the best but still, it was worth going. And it was good cos i finally learnt that Hong Kong is NOT part of China and that Hong Kong is a country :/ LOSER! Haha, sorry. I swear i didn't know that :(

Oh and thanks Abah for paying for my trip :) Shopping there wasn't as fun as Bangkok though :(

OH WELL!

This was umm.. Ladies street? or something la.
and it was in HONG KONG.

Hong Kong by day, Hong Kong by night :)

We had halal dim sum there! It was all good until i saw...

THIS DAMN KAKI AYAM!
eww?

And this was Shenzhen, CHINA.

Heh, I just had to put this up. You liiiike?
This was in this place called Window of the World where there were like buildings and attractions from all over the world.

In Hong Kong, it was just PLAIN WATER or CHINESE TEA.
PLAIN WATER, CHINESE TEA.
PLAIN WATER, CHINESE TEA.
PLAIN WATER, CHINESE TEA.
I mean there were other drinks too, but they didn't seem so interesting :/
But in China, there was this!

Peach drink! i miss it already :(

ANYWAYYYY,
blablablaaa.
China here, China there. Hong Kong here, Hong Kong there.
annndd..

DISNEYLAND!
Yup, i was there.

I have more photos to put up.
Nanti la :)

That i would be goooood.

2008-06-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

As usual,
I couldn't sleep last night :(

went to bed at like 2am but i ended up falling asleep like what, 2 HOURS LATER? me no likeyy. I want so much to grow taller and i read an article saying that one of the best ways to actually make that happen is by having ENOUGH SLEEP! Don't know la. Apparently it has something to do with the growth hormones. OKAY, enough science shit.

ANYWAY, i had to wake up so early today so there goes my "enough sleep" :( you know why?

GOLF GOLF GOLF!

Yeeeesh. But whatever, it was kinda yummy hitting those balls :P I would say that it was a rather good way to de-stress, although i pretty much have nothing to stress about nowadays. Heeee :)
Then malam i had cheer practice! I can finally do my liberty extensions now, WHEEEEE!

okay la, itu bantal sudah panggil saya mau tidur awhh?
/goodnight babies.

For as you dream, so shall you become.

2008-06-18T01:42:00.000+08:00

I woke up today feeling scared.

Abah was arrested for some shit and he's gonna be in jail for 25 years. That's almost for the rest of his life. He called to tell me that he was sent to prison and he apologized for being a bad father all this while. He was crying so much and that made ME cry. But the thing is, I was the ONLY person he called.

Why?

The police didn't even let Abah say goodbye to us. I cried so much thinking how i'm gonna go through the rest of my life without a father. It's devastating how he won't be able to watch me grow up and go through university, my future job, marriage and especially motherhood.
These were his exact last words,

"B, the police are here to get me and Abah dah tak de masa. Abah dah banyak buat salah and I'm sorry I was never like the father you've always wanted to look up to. Jangan lupa Tuhan, Eryse."

Then BOO!

I see my bantal, i see my phone. Thank God, it was all just a dream.

That was scaryyyy i tell you! It felt so real. This totally made me realize how much I actually love my papa :) and also how I haven't been appreciating him :( He's always been the one who supports me in whatever ways he can and he made me the person I am today.

I love you, Abah :)
I know it's a little too late, but
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY

eryse ada blog! hehe :)

2008-06-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

won't you take me to, FUNKYTOWNNN!
Heh, sorry guys.

I'm obviously excited and jakun about this whole blog shit. I've been wanting to start a blog for a loooong time but i was very lazy, soooo yeaaah. But it doesn't really matter now cos ERYSE HAS A BLOG! haha whateverrrr.

Anyway, it's already the 2nd week of summer holidays and I still don't have a job :P
I really wanna work kat Tumble Tots with all the little human thingies! Layan-ing children can probably take my mind off of certain things and i really need that :( I hate how it's so hard to sleep at night. I don't know if it's me or the retarded aircond, but it's definitely not my bantal. Oh well, i better start trying now cos i know my bantal misses me :)

/goodnight babies.

This thing called umm, blog?

2008-06-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG
ERYSE HAS A BLOG

eww?
I still like trebuchet :)